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I feel like I don't belong in this world. I feel isolated and emotionally unstable. I suffer from instability in life, I have to struggle for everything I daydream a lot, feel lazy and tend to postpone issues I afraid to spend money, that I will run out I have pain in tailbone / legs/ knees/ bones I feel worthless many times. I blame myself and feel guilty often. I have a lot of anger/ resentment within me I am afraid to cry, I repress my tears I don't want to appear weak I feel insure and afraid. probably there is black magic I find it hard to express pleasure by myself and often with others I have back pain / muscle pain / kidney / bladder / sexual problem I feel powerless a lot of the time to change my life I have a pattern of giving my power to others and putting myself I am afraid of power, I have experience a lot of people misusing their power and don't want to do this I feel angry / irritated often. I feel victimized I have acidity / indigestion / stomach problems I don't feel worthy of love. I have hard time expressing forgiveness I am very possessive and demanding in relationships I sacrifice a lot to maintain my relationships. I fear rejection I often have grief / loneliness / depression I often have allergies / chest pain / lungs congestion or cold sweats, fever, heart or asthama / blood related issues. I keep my thoughts and feelings inside as I am scared that the truth will make the other person upset. I feel like other people don't hear me and I have a hard time expressing my ideas clearly. I feel shy and timid often and feel low confidence I have sleep problems / thyroid / neck, shoulder pain and often suffer from ear problem / stuffy, running nose or sore throat, cold and cough I have a hard time seeing my life any different that it currently is, I feel like things will never change I am obsessed with perfection and take life with ego and seriousness I find hard to accept situations and people the way they are. I have high temper I frequently experience headaches / sinus problem / eye problem. I feel lost and feel nothing ever works for me. I think obsessively and am always confused. I don't feel aligned to people. I feel like the heavens are closed for me, I have hard time feeling like I receive inspiration. I feel like I am on my own that my prayers and meditation are not heard or received with a higher power. I suffer from skin diseases or migraines.